I don’t know. About 2 years ago I had just gotten out of a relationship with my baby mama (whom I met at work). I had slept with a coworker of mine and I really liked her (we will call her Alex) she was hot, young, timid but confident and the sex was great but she wouldn’t let me stay over and it kind of fizzled out. So in order to kind of get over Alex* I slept with another coworker (we’ll name her Jenny) Jenny is rather irrelevant, we had good sex but only a few times and it was just that, sex. But during all of this there was another girl at work (we’ll name her Riley) (yes i was sleeping with 3 women from work at the same time, we worked in a restaurant🤷🏼‍♂️). Now I initially really fucking hated Riley, she was lazy, entitled, cocky and wasn’t my vibe. But one night she invited me out to her little dive bar by her house with another buddy of mine from work. I’m sober but I like to go out and live still. However it came up apparently she was surprised at how I was different outside of work and enjoyed my company. She was a bit different outside of work too and I actually thought she was kind of hot after that night. That night passes and a couple more. She invites me out again, she was complaining she hadn’t gotten any dick in “like a month” and i told her i was right there, long story short we ended up going to her house that night and fucking and it was really good for the first time with someone. We went on to date for a few months until some unfortunate events happened in her life and caused her to pull back emotionally. She did the adult thing and we decided to split. A few months go by we tried talking again but it wasn’t the same and she was still emotionally detached. I have since been with a few other women but find myself constantly, sometimes daily, thinking about Riley. The love we had was genuine and I truly felt myself around her. We live in different states now, oddly enough both back at home to work on ourselves (so i assume, we don’t talk) but i can’t help but wonder if she thinks about me as often or the way that I think about her. Anyway. What do you think?