So if you read my story about how my first Bf ended up cheating on me with my close friend and roommate.. and I acted as if I didn’t know because I didn’t wanna loose her nor him and be alone …

But after years with being friends with that girl. I just realized that she does it on purpose . She knows she’s better and she enjoys it . Cause that ex was a loser that girl like her would never fuck but she did it cause he was dating me . She did it to show she’s superior to me … she would even start hitting on men that I would be talking to so again she shows how better she is .. it’s like she got off to being superior to me and to showing off that I am nothing compared to her .. we are still friends and I never had the courage to confront her ever .. I see her fuxking my crush . She just bring them home after I tell her I have a crush on them . And just takes them to her room and fuxk them hard and loud . And as always I end up masturbating imagining i was her like the loser I am…

Now whenever she posts photos online I just feel horny and think Of those time. She broke me and turned me into an actual cuck