Hello :)

I am a guy who has a lot of fantasies, but I'd like to actually act them out on a submissive. If you're cool with a very inexperienced dom that is chronically online and a bit of a degenerate especially when it comes to looking at hentai - well hi lol. I have kind of that um "virgin sex appeal" that guys who make you feel unsafe have. I don't like being thought of as an alpha, sometimes as a top, or like I have to win you over if you're hella bratty. I want to be someone you can go to for comfort. I don't know how to do that without being extra and turning a woman on by saying things that'd normally make her uncomfortable. Let's put it this way: I don't want to feel like a slave to my gender, and I don't want to be expected to please you. Another extreme way of putting it is, what if you were my wife and while I was being licked all over by a harem you came over and brought me a plate of dinner. You'd try to make your eyes look happy and cheery despite the black eye, and you serve me dinner with a broken-toothed smile.

I guess I feel special when I'm not abandoned or ghosted. I would like to voice call and have someone do what I want to do. Clinginess is nice, but I don't expect it. I feel easily burnt out about twlling you what to wear everyday or what to eat, but if you have a short skirt I like then I'd like you to wear it when I ask. You can age regress around me too or just vent about life or even trauma. I'd love to be your therapy daddy and take care of someone emotionally.

I don't expect romance from this, but I do expect complicated feelings. I um am questioning again if I want a harem. It always feels cringy to say that, but trying other bdsm roles hasn't been giving me the attention I need. I'm not a man's man. I am simply greedy and needy especially emotionally, and when I get desperate where my emotional needs can't be taken care of, I start to want to do that for someone else because at least it's something. I like the psychology behind a maid roleplay so maybe that would be our dynamic. Regardless, I am a fragile dom in some ways. I'm looking to have someone to give the love back, and to be treated more like a human than a god. I love audio porn where the sub does something for her daddy because usually being daddy can make you feel underappreciated. This is probably an unsexy post now but whatever.

I like the idea of possessing a sub's romantic life from them to focus on me. You'd be like a nun in a stripper outfit lol. A lot of people think this dynamic is toxic, but it means a lot to me to have my needs met while yours are not. We don't have to use this word, but cuckquean has described what I like kinda. Basically, I'd love to have a sidekick who helps me emotionally when I try to find a girlfriend lol. Someone who won't judge me over the harem wants neither. That has been a major fantasy - I guess it feels like unconditional love in a way. And doing bizarre things for me a lot because my kinks are weird is something that means a lot too. And checking in and giving aftercare to your dom, etc. Someone to cheer me on while I try to pursue that body worship harem fantasy.

I'm looking for someone who will voice call on discord. Yes voice calling and yes discord are required. When college starts again I will be busy, so I like someone clingy but reasonably patient. I'd love to spend hours of the day with you everyday if I can. I'd love to grow our (d/s) relationship long term. I prefer 18-21, cute, enthusiastic or traumatized, and needy girls. I am open to any age though as long as you're 18 and a consenting adult. If interested, feel free to hmu. Don't make your first message boring, and don't call me sir. Lol please don't. Idk you like that. Okay. Hmu :)