Only people in europe. No exceptions.

BDSM

I am seeking a master. I love BDSM and the idea of being a full slave, I adore mental domination. For me it is about giving in and being made someone's property.

That means, for me the aspect of power and struggle is more important than the actual sex.

My kinks are things such as humiliation and TPE taken to their extremes, I really enjoy hardcore stuff and pushing boundaries, though I need to accept my dominant first.

In that sense, feeling that my dominant is superior to me is the most important part. (Not achieved by being a rude dick, that makes you seem like an actual caveman, which will only make me feel far, far superior to you, destroying any chances.) And yeah, I am a sadomasochist. Though what drives me really crazy is being reduced mentally, the lower the better.

It's about understanding me, what I desire and how to take advantage of what I want and to use it against me to gain power. For example: I have a desire to always have the last word, which means as long as you play your cards right, I will very rarely actually block you and you can make up for mistakes. Or the fact I enjoy persistence and familiar faces, so if you get my attention, I will always give you my time of day afterward if you know to measure yourself.

(And yes I said sadomasochist earlier. I am pretty wicked. A wicked lich witch, though only with women. I have a scarily sadistic side, which you won't see as I very much prefer men.)

Interests

About my actual interests now outside of BDSM: I like D&D (5e) and video games, mainly league (I am struggling in the game rip). But D&D is what I love most, though my inspiration is kinda dried up. I love undead and I love monsters. If I could be any monster, it would be a lich. I also love dark fantasy, lovecraft and that stuff a whole ton. Psychological horror is my jam, though I am surprisingly squeamish, so I avoid it, lest my nights return to nightmares.

I also love punk & especially goth aesthetic and partially the subculture, though I myself have never really been a part of any subculture or group, so I won't claim anything related to that. I just like the way it looks, but rarely dress up because I love comfy clothes.

So short, I love freaky stuff, I love undead and being the lich bitch, I love D&D and I hate league of legends.

Personality

I am lazy. Kinda mean, and probably jaded as heck.

I am diagnosed with depression, so that's maybe why. Though it's not too bad, I try the best I can to keep my mind busy and to just have fun. As such, I am someone who just wants stimulation, to feel something, preferably positive, as I often find myself in a world that feels terribly grey and joyless. I'm not a major downer most of the time, I don't let it dominate (heh) my life.

I am an idealist, I like the idea of judging people on merit and nothing else. I think most people can be redeemed and I am certainly very progressively minded. I don't hate people who think differently, unless I think their thoughts are harmful to others or selfish. That kind of deal is the one thing I have no tolerance for.

I like being nice to people, but usually struggle. I will try my absolute best to at the least never be unfair and to not harm anyone seriously, which can sometimes clash with my exceptionally snarky and closed off personality. My spirit animal is a snapping turtle.

II have never found something I truly enjoy or have passion for in life as much as submission. As such, when I find a good dom, I am exceptionally devoted. I don't think you'll find someone as loyal and submissive as me very easily.

How to get my attention

Okay. A lot of people struggle with this, the amounts of "Hello"s I get or "What class do you like to play" is way, way too high. This is not me being entitled, it's just I have nothing to say to it since it repeats so much and I kinda lose motivation to answer unless I see something that kinda gets me energy back.

There are a few main approaches:

The simplest: Send me good porn. Most preferably drawn, non-anime stuff. Yeah, that's it. Hey, good hardcore normal porn works too. If I like it, your chances of me responding are almost 99% higher, it's like a cheat code, a reward for reading this really. I like rating porn. And I like really hardcore stuff because I am emotionally damaged.

The hardest: Dominate. This one you'll probably fail at, unless you're an absolutely natural dominant, born to rule the earth and scorch the witless masses. It really just means come in, dominate the conversation, make me swoon by showing a mix of smarts, empathy and cruelty and just make me feel like your bitch.

The normal: Just talk about my interests in an interesting way, don't just ask "dm or player", share something cool with it, talk about your own experiences without writing a textbook about yourself, keep it short and poignant and just... have something unique in it that properly represents you and you feel I'd be into.