I'll most likely be spending the day with my own mom and my boyfriends mother. It's not that I'm jealous, but the thought of having to see all the mother's day post, gifts, and sappy letters makes me want to curl up in a ball. While im saying happy mother's day to all the other moms around me I know no one will say it to me. I know I'll be overlooked because people won't think I fit in this holiday. What's going to be especially shitty is father's day when I see the father of my miscarried baby getting praises because he had a living kid who was conceived around the time I conceived (different woman, it was a wired situation).

I just hate this time of year now.