Warning: This will get kind of deep and contain some personal issues.

So, I’m a Bedrock player, and I have not beat a world in a good minute. The last time I played and beat a world was a few months ago on “Hardcore.” This was surprisingly one of my most successful worlds. I had max enchantments on literally everything from fishing, mob farms, and villagers I cured, and I even beat the Dragon (though I’ve never beaten the Wither). Until I got bored one day exploring the Nether, (just for context, I had all the resources to summon the wither but I needed I think gold or something for a beacon, and out of boredom I attacked a zombie Piglin and ran away, but then in my tunnel that I used to connect to a warped forest, the Piglins started piling in and doing two hearts a hit, EVEN with FULLY enchanted maxed out Netherite gear (minus the boots for the Nether, but they had max enchantments) and I died. Ever since then, I’ve been driving myself literally mentally insane trying to beat a world and I’ve not been able to do one since. I have this thing where if I don’t like a spawn or something or I feel like I should have died or make a stupid mistake, I will delete the entire world. I also have trouble deciding on what difficulty to play on and I feel like I should be as good as these other 100 Days in Hardcore YouTubers I see, but it’s so hard when I have such high standards. Caves are hard to explore because of all the mobs, and I’m getting to a point where I’m impatient and I try to speedrun a world and that always fails miserably. It’s things like this that make me berate myself or get me really fumed. Because I think: “No normal person dies that much. You’re a failure. You’re stupid.” (And I already deal with other mental health conditions as well so that’s great) I know it’s just a game and it’s supposed to be fun but it has given me bad imposter syndrome. And it’s hard when I already deal with self-esteem issues. I feel the need to beat the game to make up perhaps for a lack of control I felt growing up? Can someone please help me on tips for beating the game? Because I love Minecraft but it’s driving me crazy. And please don’t make fun of me or insult me in the comments.