Personally, not into it. Doesn't seem logical but it's bothering me. I'll be 40 in two days. Took a four day weekend like I'm going to accomplish something... and I'm doing nothing other than a routine hair appointment, some hiking, and whatever my husband and kids come up with.

I don't have any major goals right now. I've been in a place where I'm letting myself live in the moment and enjoy day-to-day life without holding myself to unrealistic expectations.

I do feel like the first 30 years of my life were way harder than they should've been. I don't live in survival mode anymore but there's still a part of me that feels like a good 20 years was stolen from me and I need to make it up somehow. 40 feels like the start line for that but I have no idea what it looks like.

Call it a midlife crisis but I did make a reel proclaiming that I'm only 31 with 9 years experience. I feel minorly cool that I did such a thing being that I'm not a "cool" social media person ... but unsurprisingly it didn't help the fact that this weekend brings on 40.

End of rant.