So me & my spouse have been together for almost 6 years. We’ve had our ups & downs like many marriages. He was OBSESSED with video games when we first got married, never wanted to go out etc. Once he deployed and came back he was a different person & we got along so well. It wasn’t till about a year ago that when we argue he gets super mad and either A. Ignores me or B. Leaves. There was one time we got into an argument and he went straight to JAG to get divorce papers. We didn’t divorce obviously but that stil hurt me. Once we went back home for leave and he left me at the movie theatre and I had to beg him to come back and pick me up. He then took me home & said he was leaving me & my child. He didn’t want me to come back with him to our house. That hurt me alot, he packed his shit and was leaving. But I begged for him to stay so he did. We talked about it, and everything was okay we tried to become better. Until today, he got upset over something and took my car with him to work, he then went to the field & left me without a vehicle. I had to find a taxi to get me to his job & get my car.

I’m not an Angel by any means but I feel like I’m not at a point where I’m happy with my marriage.. what do I even do? I love this man & I know he loves me. But it’s hard.