I am 38 white male married in Southeast Michigan very close to Ann Arbor. I've been with my wife for 11 years now. Our sex life has been off and on over the years like any marriage. I've always been about women and tits and pussy. I started to have the curious itch for cock right around 30. My wife is not the type to share me or even let me play with another guy but doesn't want to give me sexual things I been asking for for years. I've went behind her back and found out I am Bi and I do enjoy sucky cock as much as I love to eat pussy. I've found out that men on men is a completely different than being with a woman. I haven't done anything with a guy in about 3 years but I think about it daily. I jerk off to mmf bi porn. I even find my mouth watering when I see a nice cock on here. Ive been on Grindr a few times. One guy tried to blackmail me and sent everything to my wife. That's another story. I want to be able to go off and have guy play time and fill my needs that my wife can't or won't fill. I would love for her to be okay with it or even pick out what regular guy I can play with. One of my fantasies is to share a cock back and forth with another girl who's all about it and gets turned on by it. I want to fulfill my fantasys but I know 80% of them my wife won't even blink an eye at. I dont know what to do. I love my wife but my sexual needs are high. Any advice? my wife and I work at the same place. We ride in together and home together. Thank you everyone!