The biggest thing stopping me from getting meta is I fear I am PAINFULLY below average. I was completely smooth with no visible lumps or bumps pre T, so while I've had amazing growth fro testoserone i feel really small. I also have a FAT mons that I feel is hiding some length (surgeon used the word "buried)

I feel like phalloplasty is a better option for me but I don't want to sacrifice sensation. I don't need/want to penetrate and peeing standing isn't that important to me I just want the aesthetic of having a penis.

I'm not sure what I'm looking for exactly but anyone that was in a similar boat that can help me decide would be great!

(Looking to get mons and labia removed, no v-nectomy, no scrotum because i was told it would get in the way of penetration. I have very small and thin labia but a really fat mons)