So I’m ftm 20 in the process for meta and phallo later need a hysto and I’m like 50/50 on the vaginectomy I enjoy penetration there from time to time but only with toys and it’s actually only somewhat ocasional I have to go a long time for it to actually feel pleasurable and I don’t enjoy Piv and I don’t like the wetness I get throughout the day sometimes (non sexual) as a queer man having an extra hole makes me feel icky but I’m afraid if I have it closed up that I won’t ever feel pleasure like that again I have a love hate relationship with anal again 50/50 either love it or hate it and I know whatever penis I end up with the feelings going to be different and new but will it ever be on the same level as vaginal penetration with a toy? I have an appointment with the gynecology department tomorrow to discuss the hysterectomy and meta? I think