So I will have one month clean from H on July 10th which is something that I didn't think was possible several months ago. I was tired of not getting high in shit I knew was good, blowing tons of cash and having hide my use from people who care about me. I was tired of feeling like shit and keeping myself shackled to my addiction and making choices that I should have never thought of. Im glad I have gotten past that part of my life where my plug was God and the day was just a repeat of the day before trying to find shit or money or a ride or come up some how and never getting rest. The main issue is that I do speed and that was my DOC before h and even though I'm off h it's like I just can't stop doing ice and it really makes me feel disappointed in myself. I know I have to have clean UAs for take homes so until I stop im holding myself back on getting those. I don't smoke to even get high it seems, if anything it's habitual to do it cause I don't know what else to do. Does anyone have any advice on what helped to put the shit down? My ice people and H people don't mingle so I'm not around people I used with but I want to be continue to stay strong and getting off that shit will prob help. If you know anything or have been in the same boat, I'd lovd to know how you did it.