Hi guys for those struggling,I have been on and off MAT since 2007 and pretty much have only done opioids a handful of times since getting on methadone in 2014. Pretty much all of my relapses were because I was incarcerated for something stupid because I was still using other substances but I'm coming up on 4 years clean from everything,my dose is 120/mg daily and I don't even get cravings anymore. I've been on Suboxone before and it helped definitely but methadone just seems to work better with my biochemistry. If you're struggling just hang in there it will get better I promise. If you had told me my life would be like it is now a few years ago I would have laughed and called you crazy. My worst day now is better than my best day using.