The caption says it all. I’ve been clean from opiates, methadone, and suboxone for almost a yeah. April 24th. But I’ve been dealing with severe back pain for months on end now. Did PT, didn’t work. I have a MRI scheduled for next week. But last night when I took a shower I had bent over a bit and heard a pop in my back where I have the most pain. It was excruciating. I couldn’t walk right. So at 4am I decided to come to the ER. They’ve given me morphine and I now feel like this past year has been for nothing. I hate that I needed it. It’s not like I’m taking it to get high or do anything like I would have a year ago. But does this mess up my sobriety?? Does this mean I’m not sober anymore? I’m a complete mess thinking and dealing with this. If you’ve read this far, thank you. I’d love some insight on this.