In 25 I'm about to do my best, Not to do meth, It's gonna be a test, But I'll try my best, Not to touch that mess, Cuz it equals cuffs or death, I can't rest, So what's left?

No more meth, drank, cigs, women, or weed? But it's what I need, As you read, My plea,

And feed my addiction, With prescription, Wellbutrin then Figure out the root and,

Source of all my problems, Yea I got em, A lot of em, Hit the bottom,

Again so then, I should stop digging, Until I stop breathing, Desperation hits the ceiling, So I stop being,

An obtuse recluse, That never tells the truth, Just lost a tooth, And about to lose,

Either my freedom or my life, An insight, To do right, But my demons like, To fight, Even as I write, Into the night, I bust my pipe, And I'm not the type, Who feels alright, Like I might,

Throw it all down and get lifted, As I drifted, Life I missed it,

Cuz I didn't aim, For my brain, To stay sane, As it rains,

Then it pours, Don't want this anymore, Or know what this life is for, The more,

I fuck around, I've found, I sound,

Like a dummy, Without any money, Always running,

And burning up my life span, And understand, Man that I can,

Waste my life or get sober, Until it's over, I'm on the border,

Of cardiac arrest, With meth, And bet, I let,

It give me complications of my health, And mental disfunction, Cuz it was always laced with somethin, And nothin,

Could convince me otherwise, Or disguise, My lies, That devised, My demise, Couldn't hide,

My shaking or sweating, Expecting people,

Not to catch on, When my mind is gone, Along with,

The fact, I just sniffed my whole sack, And what you lookin at?

Awkward glances and stares, I didn't care, And it's fair, To share, That there's,

Just not enough dope, To cope, That nope, Hope is,

No longer an option, When you're lost in, The toxin, That's rottin,

Your body inside and out, Without a doubt, That I'm about,

To ditch this sack and flush it, Fuck it, Easy does it, And trust it,

Always leads to disaster, Becomes your master, Your heart pounds faster, After you ingest the meth, And guess,

It has no repercussions or consequences, Can't finish your own sentences, Leaving you demented, But your tempted

To do even more for personal gratification, With no hesitation, That's makes you catch a case and, Your back on probation, Facin another prison term, Cuz you didn't learn,

A hard life lesson, And I'm guessin, You're stressin, About your arrest and,

Arraignment temptation you couldn't contain it, So explain it, Or restrain it, To tame it, The same it,

Has you in control, You know, So slow, Your roll, You sold, Your soul, That bag you hold, Scabs you show,

All over your face, And in haste, You race,

To the ICU, When you should have knew, What that shit would do, Cuz it made you,

Feel great in the moment, So own it, You blown it,

Cuz you just had to get lit, Should have quit, And never took that first hit.