Long story short I did 6 years in prison for distribution. Was sober 13 years. Lost my parents and home all in 18 months. I fell off. I just didn't want to feel my moms death. Well I thought I was getting it together. Had a great job and everything. Currently homeless living with a friend with my daughters and grandson (1year). Got another job and just lost it today. I realized it's time to quit. I'm scared. Not just of the emotions, but of the physical sickness. I've only been able to get sober behind bars. No choice ya know? I took a 9 month inpatient program. I know what I need to do. I just need some help. Are there any meds I can be prescribed to help with withdrawal? My state has really nothing for treatment. They said I can check into the ER. I'm afraid I'll walk out because of the observation only treatment. Also, I suggestions of how to help my kids if info away for a few weeks. My daughter works but I'm the babysitter for her. My other daughter has seizures so she can't babysit alone. I have no saved money for them to survive. Im terrified but I can't give my kids the life they deserve with meth in my life. Any suggestions are helpful. Thanks in advance. And please pray for me.