So this is my first post here. Kinda Just started in July of 2023. I was kinda super disappointed in myself for even Starting being that I'm in my 40's, but on the other side of this coin I really like it. I mean really like it! I was always a soft drug user (Pot & Mushrooms). I knew I was in for a ride but, wow I will say this! Meth's a hell of a drug and has enhanced and also fucked up my life in so many way's already.

I'm looking to meet others for advice, friendship and venting about my struggles. I'm not completely hooked as I'm still in the social usage stage and this is where I plan to stay. I don't really care if I have it or if its going to be there when I go somewhere. So far I haven't paid for it either. Usually I get tossed various amounts for doing favors and driving about. I do opperate under 1 rule and that is I don't drive with it and carry what you can eat and go straight home when picking up.! I've already had interaction with the meth specialty Squad of our local sheriff department. , having anyone I don't know or trust in my vehicle. Well so far it's been an interesting learning experience and quite the ride. I've met some shady, bad, really bad, cartel and some really good people, along with others that would give me the shirt off thier backs. The rest are just the users and plugs that will rob ya blind if given the oppertunity. I'm really trying to keep myself in check and not go overboard on this which isn't too hard. My self control is usually really good but I have also made more than enough blunders and mistakes but nothing thats life ending just a couple poor cases of judgement That is easily fixed and remedied. Not even a year yet and I feel as if I got the crash course into hard drugs, gang like mentality and dealing with some scary, Stupid, Smart and some loyal people. Most are good people that what that buzz for whatever or another. Im not going to stay in this world for long as I set my exit date in July to make this roller coaster ride just 1 short year but it sure is fun most of the time. I have found that its wise to keep my weapon close by me (never leave home without it!). I have that feeling I'll need it as I'm not going to know who I'm going to meet from day to day. I've also ran into others I know that I never knew that used!

So thats my intro and that I'm relatively new to this game but I'm not staying long at all! As I stated my exit date is coming up in July and that's when the daily use stops and I just use socially (well a temp Well. For now I'm having fun and meeting cool new people everyday.

. Let's see where she's going I just way

This is where its at. I knew it would be wild and I was es. It's going to make for an interesting Story for Sure!