Hello All,

I was hospitalized on Friday due to extreme mental distress and suicidal rumination.

The anxiety and rumination have essentially left me in a state of disability, I can hardly leave my bed.

The Dr at the A&E decided that putting me in a psychiatric ward would do more than good so they set me up with a home care team.

I was told someone would be checking in on me everyday. No one has done anything yet.

I got a text yesterday from “NHS no Reply” saying a provisional medical review was happening today at my home between 10-12. No one has come , haven’t had any phone calls or anything.

This happened yesterday as-well, some one was supposed to come between 10-12, nothing.

The number they gave me , no one answers. I’ve tried a few times now.

I did everything right, i reached out for help ,I called the crisis team. They put me in a&e to stabilize me. The psychiatrist at the a&e gave me 2 pills of diazepam “incase things get difficult at home”

Now what? I feel abandoned. I do not have enough money to go private. Things are not improving and getting worse. I do not want to demand treatment/challenge them as they might section me.

I understand things are probably extremely busy for them at the moment but I just don’t know what to do.