I dont really know what flair to put bc this post is rlly just venting, but at the same time I want to get all the support I can rlly just to prevent myself from being down so much

Day 3 of her being officially gone to my life, we ran a good two and a half years. She met someone new, we were LDR so it kinda hurt even more.

I don't know what to do now, The only closest friend I have is gone, and my safest place now no longer available. I wanted to cry, but I just couldn't let the tears flow out of my eyes even if I wanted to. I wanna kill myself but I promised my other friend that I only will once he finally got to be with his crush (I'm even thinking of not killing myself till I see them married.) but I don't really know anymore I don't see a future with just myself in it. I'm in a college course I hate and was forced into and now the love of my life I just let afloat away. t away. ay. I finally asked for a breakup and she agreed, I knew I made a mistake. I should have been more honest because I know she can't read minds.

I don't know what to do now, The only closest friend I have is gone, and my safest place now no longer available. I wanted to cry, but I just couldn't let the tears flow out of my eyes even if I wanted to. I wanna kill myself, but I promised my other friend that I only will once he finally got to be with his crush (I'm even thinking of not killing myself till I see them married.) but I know I don't have the will power to kill myself. but I don't really know anymore I don't see a future with just myself in it. I'm in a college course I hate and was forced into and now the love of my life I just let afloat away.