'Might' is the word because I did not get an official diagnosis from my doctor. Before our recent checkup, she's treating me for GAD and MDD but nito lang, she added valproic acid sa medication because apparently, I'm experiencing manic episodes. I have been feeling for quite some time na I may be bipolar pero hindi ko pa na-o-open sa doctor ko kasi I don't like self-diagnosis.

I've been taking my medicines naman regularly, pero kagabi lang I was happily talking with my family when my Mom suddenly told me off na not to use 'vulgar' language. My Mom is very prim and proper so even the slightest playful 'tanga' offends her. So ako, I was finally talking with them and then suddenly sasabihan nya ako not to use those terms because "hindi maganda pakinggan"? Sobrang na-what the fuck ako kasi I am usually quiet lang then parang feeling ko, much better pala if I stayed quiet and didn't say anything. Hindi rin ako mabilis magtampo because sanay na ako as a middle child haha.

We didn't have a huge fight after pero I am still feeling so depressed as fuck and I don't even know why kasi I get her point naman but still? Huhu. Please pagalitan nyo rin ako if I'm being extremely matampuhin lang. Thanks!