I just want a diagnosis on what's the problem because I think thats how you get medicated. I want medication because I feel like I'm spiraling out of control. Does anyone have ideas where to get me in line with a psychiatrist? Yung affordable sana, as I'm 18 and my parents do not support healthcare for me — I'm only freelancing as an artist and graphic designer.

And how do these things work? Do they diagnose you at the 3rd meeting then they prescribe you with stuff? How much is the price that I should pay for stuff like this? Please guide me, I badly need help and I don't know where to go. My shit has been affecting my relationships real bad. I used to be diagnosed with Bipolar II but I suspect I might actually have BPD. I don't want to self diagnose that's why I want to be diagnosed by a professional