I had to ask for a diagnosis from my psychiatrist since I needed to provide a doctor’s note to get my PWD ID in QC, since I’m in an anti-anxiety medication for a year now. But I feel like besides the meds (Escitalopram) not being enough, I might have a deeper problem than just the generalized anxiety.

I’m desperate to clear my mind that I’m literally willing to take such risk of going through an Electroconvulsive Therapy, if only I could afford it. It’s so hard to heal, I’m self-aware but it’s taking too long for me to find my peace. I don’t wanna hurt anybody, my parents are already scared of me ever since I jumped out of the car while my dad was driving.

I still haven’t gotten the justice I’ve been trying to seek after going through hell for the entire 2023. Literally deteriorated my mental health, losing 97% of my friends.