Hallo, I hope y'all are doing ok.

Went to a doctor last week 'cause am getting really bothered by my facial hair and tender breasts. At the clinic, complained about said symptoms to the doctor and doc proceeded to check for lumps. Boom, she found a lump on my left breast, and I was shocked. In my yearly check ups, I never had lumps. I really thought this was just PMS, u know, the normal sakit ng dede 'cause for estrogen increase and magkakaron na me. But nope.

Needless to say, I was shocked and started yapping. Mentioned cancer and doc was like, dont be too pessimistic, it's quite normal for women to have lumps. My ears were ringing. Her reassurance sounded like backgound noise, my head was spinning. I was a chainsmoker for almost 20years and both of sides of my family have history of cancer. I grew up as a seconhand smoker. Cancer isn't far from happening and I was suddenly thinking about finally resting. I thought it was just me being a realist but the thought of resting for eternity gave me so much peace. I've been sleeping quite peacefully from my last check-up and that is something I do not usually experience.

Anrw, that's it. Have a nice day!

Update: nothing weird found, just pre PMS shit. Anxiety’s back 😔, have to endure life hahahaha