I’m a 36-year old man with a brain that seems to forever be on overdrive mula bata pa lang ako. It’s as if multiple tabs are always open and my attention span is f—king laughable. There are times I am laser focused, there are times I cannot even finish listening to one song before switching to another just because naisip ko siya.

Professionally, this has been affecting me because I cannot work without the TV on and I end up focusing more on the TV than my job. I have missed deadlines, gotten fired, etc. Other clients and companies put up with what they call my eccentricity because I’m usually the best one they can find, assuming my attention span does not get the best of me.

I believed for the longest time that I have ADHD but I don’t know where to seek treatment and I don’t know how much it will cost me. I make a very decent living kaso sa sobrang dami kong expenses and things I’m paying for (I have the tendency to buy stuff to motivate me to work), medyo hesitant ako kasi baka mapilayan ako sa gastos.

Advice would be appreciated such as where to go and how much money I should prepare. Thank you!