I just want to live diligently and look after myself so my family won't be burdened by me. I also don't want to ask my ex to be with me anymore as I felt like a burden too.

Maybe right now, I am just meant to be on my own. Ang hirap magheal pala talaga. You would get triggered every now and then. You help people try to understand you, to know how to love you, how to make you feel heard. And yet somehow, it becomes a burden, you become a burden.

Maybe love is not for everyone. Or maybe love is not supposed to stay for so long. Or maybe this love was just meant to be here for a while, to teach me na okay lang to let go, rather than to feel like your existence is a nuisance, that you are too much.

I don't know how to start but I am trying to figure it out. Life's like that.

I know this pain will end too.

Yakap sa ating lahat. Kaya natin to.