I told them how I really feel and I told them that I was diagnosed with depression. I told them that I am having sessions with the doctor and a psychologist to help me with this thing I am going through alam ko mahirap and alam ko mali pala sa isip ko na baka hindi ako maiintindihan nito pero ako yung may problema kasi di ako nagsasalita sa kanila kaya parang wala din nangyayari. They encouraged me to continue my sessions again since I stopped my meds and therapy sessions for now. Ang hirap kasi nahihiya ako humingi ng pangbayad sa kanila pero sila na magshoulder ng bayad sa sessions ko. I have been in a dark place for a while now pero I think therapy and meds will help again.