So tonight was the final straw for me to make this post and I know what everyone is gonna say so please don't be to harsh as I'm already harsh on myself for this problem. But I have a massive problem with masturbation to the point that it's effecting my sex life and just mental health In general. So when I was younger and found out what masterbating is I went nuts with it (no pun intended) and as the years went on and my loneliness kept sinking in I would do it roughly 5-7 times daily over the past two years I've significantly reduced that number to maybe 5 times a week and it's always in the most awkward places ever. Sometimes it's at work sometimes after the gym I'll find somewhere nice and quiet and bust a nut in the car (yes I know it's very idiotic of me but I'm honestly so helpless to the urge that when I get the urge I have to satisfy myself. For a little bit of context I've always been that fat kid that no one wanted to be with but over the past year and a half I've hit the gym and reconstructed my body. I just wanna be able to have control over the urge if anyone has any similar issue or had anything similar please don't hesitate to dm me or comment here. Thank you for your time.