Got 20mg today for the FIRST TIME - clean, dissociative feeling. Kind of like having sooome beers - But it didn't necessarily make things more pleasurable - music seemed very odd - like an alien speaking to me. I couldn't hear its bass for example and it just seemed odd that my macbook would create those sounds. Where are those people singing from?!

Looking on the balcony and smoking a cigarette felt oddly interesting but I could swear in my peripheral vision I saw some back spots or whatever, and when I turned my eye to that area, there was nothing. Happened around 10 times in 5 minutes. Wasn't panicky, but kind of fun.

Decided to see how porn was (no masturbation ) It seemed extremely interesting - Like I saw it for the first time and whoa, those things man. It was like I was another race viewing what humans do. And I was more immersed, but that's probably because I haven't really watched porn for a while.

Oddly, I had a lot of interesting ideas about life - many that I cannot remember now (seems like this is normal) - and my girlfriend was surprised that I started ....wait for it...clean and rearrange the fucking house. Man this shit made me rearrange my kitchen.

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What's odd is that its half-life is around 80 hours. That is way too long for my liking. However, I've read that its subjective effects lasts only 24ish hours.

This would be similar to benzos or methadone- Clonazepam has a loong half life but its duration of action is shorter. The body wants homeostasis.