I stayed up all night last night thinking that I would be able to have a relaxing day today and it was anything but. I was able to come home and take some Xanax and take a nice little nap before going to McDonalds with my service dog, Odin, and got us cheeseburgers for making it through a rough day. Tomorrow, I have to figure out how to set up my new phone and do laundry for my work week, but things are going to hopefully start to get better. I don't plan to do much else except maybe open his presents from the wonderful redditors from r/RandomKindness who sent us things for his summer gear, so that I can send thank yous and ask for addresses so that when we get paid this Friday, I can get some custom Thank You cards out to whoever is willing to send us their information. I should go look in the freezers and see if there is any food I can make for tomorrow. I know we have some turkey roasts, but I've eaten so much chicken the last two days that I don't really want more poultry. Anyways..

Things about me - disabled, service dog, bartender, used to be a professional chef, not doing well physically or emotionally right now, trying to figure shit out. don't really have any hobbies right now, honestly. i love hiking, but haven't been in awhile due to the heat and due to depression keeping me perpetually exhausted.

Just sort of looking got someone to talk to. Maybe a new best friend. Maybe a new support system. I don't really know. I don't have a lot of expectations.