It’s a nonprofit village of mediums of spiritualism. Years ago as a child she came home and told me her reading said that her “curious only child” was meant to be there as an adult medium “channeling with her help”. Which made no sense at the time or to maybe 8yr old me. But now I’m 33. She’s passed away when I was 17 (was t I’ll at the time of reading). I know nothing; but have always had idk a “feeling”. I want to learn. To try to test to be there eventually. But I’m poor and idk how to it where to begin. Any advice or direction would be very appreciated. I make no claims of something silly like “fullfilling” some “prophecy”. Just a grown up curious only child who seeks to continue loving his mother and see what she so enjoyed.