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Is there a name when even just existing becomes pleasurable? I've been so unbothered lately. I had heavy depression for over 15 years and tons of hypervigilance, anxiety and more garbage and my nervous system finally calmed down from my traumatic childhood.
These recent days I've just been calm and regulated. Even existing is pleasurable and I savor it any moment I can be present and do nothing. Its so nice but also it seems a little detached; Im very unbothered now and slightly absent-minded, like Im numbed by some drugz (just a little bit.) I wanna drift here for a while longer. Its like a distant place where "you should be this" doesnt exist. Its just slow, calm, being. Pleasure in just existing
sounds like you’ve found a deep sense of peace and contentment. maybe it’s a form of mindfulness or just being fully present in the moment. whatever it is, it sounds beautiful and like you’ve come a long way from where u were. enjoy that calmness, u deserve it
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