Klonopin is suddenly not available.

Klonopin is backordered in my city or state or everywhere? I'm realizing now they should have fucking called everyone that's taking this as soon as they knew. Quitting cold turkey can cause seizures and even death.

Luckily, I try to keep a back up for emergencies so I have 5 pills at .5mg that I usually split in half and take twice a day (been on them since August 2020). I found this out today so I've had my full amount until bedtime a few hours ago. I decided not to take the .25mg because I don't have many pills left and I need to start tapering immediately. I usually take this pill at 9pm.

I lay down for bed around 11:30 and I already have this chaotic energy behind my closed eyelids. I think I'm making it up and then I get this aching strong pain in my brain. Already, withdrawal symptoms are bitting. Just a few hours in. It's 2am now and I just woke up from a horrifying nightmare and night sweats. I also had some muscle twitches.

So I'm at a place that I can't safely taper but I have to anyways and also I think I'm far to reliant on this drug physically anyways so yes plz go away. But im not sure how ill do the whole withdrawal piece. My anxiety hasn't been great lately, not horrible but I'm not in the spot to be doing this. Any tips?