I was supposed to be focusing on med school and reviewing for it. I never thought I'd be here 6 months later reviewing notes and cramming reference values and equations. Feel ko pa rin hindi ako ready. 2 months ago lang ako nag seryoso para ipasa ito. Sabi ko palagi before enrolling sa Pioneer review, whatever the results I get, passed or failed, just know I did my best. But man, I can feel the anxiety of not passing. I Dedicated 4 years and 8 months of my life to this. I was just an average student who got average grades/passing grades. Hindi pa nga ako pumasa sa 1st final exams ko and I had to pass 2 remedial exams (Green Espana peeps batch 2023 will know what's up). I guess the point of this is just to rant and explain why I feel anxious. But even through the anxiety and fear, I never give up on hoping I will pass. I'm sure a lot of people here will pass the board exams and have full confidence in their knowledge and test-taking skills, I just wish I had the same. I just have an undying hope, and that's good enough for me.