Im jealous of girls getting all the head turns from people mostly guys.

I get jealous when my girl friend giggles after reading her bf's sweet message.

I get jealous when my boy friend raves about a girl.

I'm jealous of the safety and comfort a girl gets from his boyfriend.

I wanna experience it too.

I'm tired of being a parausan by straight guys who don't show any emotions when doing the deed. I'm more than this, but I guess it doesn't hurt to have the littlest attention from guys even though it means using my body.

I was born in the wrong body. I fantasize of conceiving a baby after having sex. Ironically, I don't even want to undergo sex change.

It sucks to be gay and closeted. Worsened by long standing identity crisis and depression. I know for sure there will come a time that I'll get the love and attention I deserve, but until then, it's grueling to feel inferior to girls.