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So i had an ex, we broke up like few weeks ago then one day nagchat siya sakin telling me she was graped. Ofc i was shocked and nagtataka ako bakit ako nagchat, i asked what happened and she told me nakipagmeet up daw siya sa guy na di niya naman fully kilala cuz sabi nung guy libre niya daw siya sa Starbucks and sakto barista daw siya doon. So she went out and nung nakipagmeet na siya nagreason daw yung guy na nakalimutan wallet and samahan daw siya sa condo niya. sinamahan daw niya tas doon na daw nangyari. umuwi daw siya umiiyak tas yung mga dorrmates niya comforted her.

ofc i was shocked but smth doesn't feel right. They had conversations like deleting chats sa tg and lipat daw sila sa ig. I also stalked the guy sa dump niya and the guy has an account on threads kung saan naghahanap siya lagi ng kahook up or fubu. after it happened nagchat pa nga yung guy sakanya ng "nakauwi ka na?" nagreply ex ko ng "slr jgh".When i asked bakit di niya ireklamo sabi niya ayaw daw ng gulo and etc.Nung hinihingi ko full convo nila nung guy sabi niya dinelete na niya daw cuz pinadelete daw sakanya ng dormmates niya, e sa screenshot na sinend niya sakin andoon yung convo nila nung guy na iddelete daw yung convo before pa nangyari yon sakanya.She even got mad at me nung nagchat ako sa guy at minura mura ko, as if she was scared of something.Things aren't adding up for me. She told me almost 1 week na daw sila naguusap pero di niya alam full name at itsura, nakita niya lang daw the day it happened. she told me na she thought the guy was genuine kaya sumama siya. i need help...

Di ko matanggap na ganon nangyari and iba pumapasok sa isip ko. Kahit ganon i asked her pano ko siya matutulungan, sabi niya gusto niya daw magcomeback kami and love her again, I mean i still care for her and i still love her but idk how to get this thing off my chest, idk if nandidiri ba ako cuz yung guy na nakausap niya pa is like a fubu type of guy or smth.Idk man i'm really fcked up.Any suggestions or thoughts abt it?