I’ve been practicing semen retention and abstinence from porn for a week, because I’ve felt a bit desensitized lately and want to re-sensitize myself. Last night I got in the shower, just thinking I’d take a quick shower and go to bed. I started soaping myself up, and as I began to lather up my cock and balls, it started to feel really good and tingly. My cock started to grow as a cleaned it. I put more soap on my hands and got them really sudsy. Then with both hands, I stroked my shaft as it gradually grew harder and harder. I kept stroking my shaft with one hand while my other hand rubbed and massaged my balls. It felt insanely good. I reached around and started rubbing my asshole too, while I worked my cock shaft and rock hard tip. I could feel an orgasm starting to build, so I eased off and edged myself, just stroking lightly enough that I wouldn’t push myself over the edge. I kept edging myself for a few more minutes, then stopped completely and kept showering without cumming at all. Rather than feeling unsatisfied from denying my own orgasm, I felt euphoric and happy. I dried myself off, went to bed, and fell into a deep sleep full of vivid dreams. I plan to try this again in the shower tonight. I think I’m hooked on edging and orgasm denial now.