I’m giving up…..Completely.

DB for over 4 years. Totally ignored on many fronts. But the other guy(s) get the attention…met someone from here and fell hard for her. And it sure as fuck seemed like she did for me. But it seemed there were rules for her and for me that were different. Different expectations but again the same outcome. The other guy(s) get the attention. Ignored all day while their Snap score climbs. I’m not stupid. Don’t ask me to be the only one, not talk to anyone else while you’re still out there looking….That goes for both of you….Im done being the “Nice Guy”. We truly do finish last. And I’m tired of last. Words to live by right here….

"They’re not worth it... that person you're crying over. I may not have met them, I may not have met you, but I'm telling you now – they’re not worth it and you deserve better. You know how I know? Because you're crying over them, and they’re not crying over you and that tells me everything I need to know.

You're crying because you feel so much emotion for this person that it completely overwhelms you to the point where it's not only manifesting within you physically - but you cannot even contain it in your body anymore! That’s how much you're capable of loving someone. And that tells me you're beautiful empathic soul.... and you deserve someone who loves you the same way. They’re not crying over you.... They’re probably not even thinking about you. I'm not saying that to hurt you - I'm saying it to make you see just how unsuited they are for you and just how little they deserve the emotion you're pouring into them. Because they either know you're crying over them - or they don’t. If they don't know then they're oblivious and not emotionally connected to you enough to sense what's going on... And if they do know your pain and are doing nothing to stop it - then they simply don't care. In either case they’re not worthy of you. They’re not bad or evil... they just don't have the emotional depth to connect and bond with a person as loving as you. And that is how I know with utter certainty that I am a beautiful loving person who is deeply emotional - and that person you’re crying over simply isn’t worth it."