I woke up to my Husband using my faceID to unlock my phone. I’ve been noticing for the past few days my messages would come up as read even though I didn’t read them. I was confused because my friends would ask me why I left them on “read” the day prior. On iPhone it gives me the options to see everything I did that night, and I noticed he went to my photos, my recently deleted photos, my call log, Facebook, messages, and diary. I’m not cheating on him and we just had a baby a month ago, who would I be talking to 😂

Two nights in a row I woke up once to him going down on me, and the next time I woke up to him having sex with me. To me this feels wrong and it scared me because I was in a dead sleep. I just needed to vent for a bit because I told my parents and they told me that he’s my Husband and it’s okay for him to do this to me.

I do vent to my friends that he is weirding me out and I should be able to vent to them, without him breaking my trusts and going through my messages. I’ve never done that to him or went through his phone.

I’m going to talk to him about this I just hate fighting with him, especially around the kids. This has made me look at him differently now and I’m upset.

I also recently discovered that I am attracted to women now. For the last two months. I haven’t told him and I have told my friends though. I was just trying to figure out the right way to tell him. I haven’t chatted or flirted with any other women, but I feel like he knows because he went through my phone and read my texts between my best friend and I. Which makes me upset because he ruined it before I could even speak on it.