Sorry, don't know why, but this post turned out more philosophical than sexual, maybe cus of the occasion.

(Though for some, perhaps philosophical and sexual aren't that far off from each other. After all, didn't a famous lover once say, "All orgasms are first had, in the mind"? 😅)

There's a bit more action towards the end and interspersed throughout but somewhere along the way, I sort of got a little lost and started getting a little emotional, but maybe that's for the best as the best sex and orgasm truly are when there's an emotional connection as well....

At any given time, I have probably around 5-10 regulars and semi-regulars of various sizes, shapes, color, ages, sexual orientations, relationships statuses and of course, cock size, with a core group of 4-5 that I've either serviced the longest (about a year) or the most regularly (20-25 times?).

Gay, straight, bi, curious, DL, black, white, Latino, mixed, tall, short, average, in-shape, muscular, out-of-shape, small-ish, medium-sized, large, extra large, slightly older, slightly younger (wouldn't mind a regular who's an older Daddy or even a Grandpa 😳🫣🫣), married, single, etc., the cross-section of the group really runs the whole gamut.

I've even written about some of them here.

Meanwhile, the reason I bring this up is because today was the one-year anniversary of one of these guys -- the straight, married cornfed farm boy, one of my first links when I moved here -- and so to celebrate, he and I met up and I gave my sneaky link daddy a nice, hour-long sloppy blowjob. (JK, the anniversary thing had just been a funny coincidence that had occurred to me after we were done when we were kidding around about how I would write about tonight 😅.)

It's kinda funny cus nowadays we mostly meet at my place, but today, we actually met up at a spot I know and I blew him in his car.

Whats funny to me is that while our actual first time had been in my driveway in his car late one night after my family had gone to bed, tonight was similar enough that it reminded me of our first serendipitous encounter. 😅😍

When he pulled up, I got into his backseat and after he took his pants off, as I was leaning in to slowly engulf his already rockhard cock, he suddenly grabbed the back of my neck and pushed my head and mouth down on his cock forcefully which immediately made my cock go from 0 to erect in 60 nanoseconds, I fucking loved it so much.

See the thing is, as I've said many times before, though I'm open to bottoming and have bottomed before, I'm not actually a bottom (a guy who prefers to get fucked).

And in fact, though I may act it when I'm blowing a guy, I'm not truly a submissive, either.

What I do love however, is being subjugated, that is, being made to submit to the will of another man. Maybe because I myself have such a willful and subtly domineering personality in real life, so it's a pleasure for me to instead, let go and release and sometimes let someone else take control when in bed.

Even more than, or at least nearly the same as the sex -- which is also great, of course -- what I really love is the dynamic of power.

The surrendering and seizing of power by both parties, me surrendering to his will, him surrendering to my throat, both of us surrendering and in constant, unbridled service to our body's insatiable pursuit of pleasure....

Almost as if tonight were a culmination of all our times together and a final practical of all the skills and experience I've acquired blowing all these men this past year as well as years past, I really took my time to try and make my sneaky link husband feel as good as possible.

And I keep calling him that because it was such a turn-on for me to be there on the floor of his backseat, on my knees, sucking off his cock as he kept talking dirty to me from high above telling me what a good slutty little wife I was and telling me to show him with both my holes just why he should leave his wife for me. 😳🫣🫣

Not that I would ever let him -- nor that he would ever actually do it 😅 -- and it was obviously all just bedroom talk, or in this case, backseat talk 😅, but just to hear this man I've been blowing for a year...

...this man who went from just receiving blowjobs from me,

...to getting rimmed for one of his first times ever IIRC, also by me,

...to getting fingered to prostate orgasm shortly after, also for the first time ever IIRC, also by me,

...to him fucking me and breeding me for the first time,

...to him giving me one his first kisses with a man ever in a make-out session,

...to him furthering my pleasure by sucking my cock for one of his first times ever sucking cock,

...to him being such a little good boy by pleasing me and licking my nipples and making out with me so that I came so hard that it hit my shoulder,

...it honestly was quite heady and intoxicating and made me so giddy, I literally had to spit his cock out and tell him to stop saying things like that before I caught feelings for a straight, married man (though by the sound of this post which he also reads, it looks like it's too late 😅😭).

Meanwhile, I continued to blow him, really swallowing his entire ping-pong-ball-sized cockhead and shaft and gripping the head tight with throat as I swallowed and swallowed to give his head and shaft a full throat massage.

I employed all my tricks, bobbing up and down and slathering his cock in my spit while my hands followed along up and down his shaft ending in gentle stimulation of the tip that drove him absolutely wild, alternating between swallowing his cock and jerking him off as he grabbed my head to pump my mouth and throat constantly telling me how tight and wet it was just like a pussy and how much he really wanted to fuck my hole against the side of the car (this being the same spot I had been deep-dicked against a brick wall a few months back by the 11x5 cock).

I grabbed his hips and thighs as he fucked my face, encouraging him to wrap his thick thighs around my head so I couldn't hear or see anything except the sound of me slurping his big Daddy cock.

During a small breather after that intense face-fucking, I took some time to worship my Daddy's balls, really burying my face in them, sucking and licking them as my left hand continued to polish his cockhead while my right hand cupped and caressed his balls so I could lick them better.

I took my Daddy's thick, manly fingers into my mouth, sucking and licking them, placing them against his cock and sucking his cock and fingers at the same time, almost as if I were sucking two cocks at once, visual he absolutely loved as he sexily whispered how he'd whore me out to him and his friends as his cocksucking hotwife.

I slapped his big hard cock against my face just to show Daddy how much he owned me and as he took that over and started jerking himself off a little bit, I licked from the very upper inside of his thick, muscular thighs to down a little bit, back and forth, making him gasp in pleasure as he told me he never knew how good having his thighs licked would be.

I licked my way up his thigh and groin to his torso, tickling his belly and abs and stabbing with the tip of my wet tongue as he continued to gasp with pleasure and pump his cock from the overstimulation until he was soon ready to cum as I positioned my mouth over his huge cockhead and he pushed and held my down as he pumped load after load after load of delicious Daddy cum down my throat.

One of my favorite parts was right before he came, as he was telling me he was going to cum, his cock was already leaking some cum as a sort of preview and aperitif to the main course and I was licking and slurping that delicious Daddy seed before he proceeded to shove my head down to unload the entire contents of his balls down my throat.

Hope Daddy enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it for him and of course, blowing him 😅😉. To many more blowjobs to come, hubby 🤣😘😘.