30 F4M NYC/EST Online Only: Seeking an emotional escape/best friend

Okay so I’ll only accept your message if you read through this entire post. I am looking for a tall, bearded, brown skinned Muslim man between the ages of 30-40, that was born and raised in North America (US/Canada). That’s my type and it’s always been my type lol. But the born in North America, Muslim and brown skin part (Bengali/Pakistani family) is mostly because so I won’t have spend too much time explaining why certain aspects of my life are the way they are- just makes the flow of conversation easier. Being a brown Muslim girl is complicated and I just don’t want to spend time explaining.

About me: I’m 5 feet tall with a curvy mom of 2 body, caramel skinned with dark black wavy/curly hair and dark brown eyes, 420 friendly with a full time WFH job. I wear a hijab- which I know makes me the biggest hypocrite being here and doing this. But I’m not looking to meet anyone in person. I’m just looking for someone to escape reality with. I don’t want to sext, or exchange nudes, or talk about each other’s sex life UNLESS it happens naturally within the conversation. I love flirting and getting to know someone. I want to know about how your wife is amazing- or maybe not. How your kids are so smart, but do dumb stuff sometimes. I’m just craving a best friend and an emotional escape from our crazy/stressful lives. I want to text all day/night and send each other pics of different moments in our lives or talk on the phone if we get a chance to. Obviously keep things discreet because I do still love my husband, but I’m just craving something more and maybe that makes me greedy and crazy. But maybe you’re looking for the same… sooo if you read this entire post and you are ready to go on an emotional escape with me then send me a message telling me what was the last thing you searched on Google