Hello there. I'm back, trying this again. Because nothing says fun like contually putting myself out there in hopes of finding a connection, and then getting disappointed, ghosted, or harassed. Yay!

So yay, pessimism aside, I am a forty three year old mother married and lonely. It's funny how you can be in a house full of people and still feel utterly alone. I'm an extroverted introvert so sometimes it's great but I miss the connection. I spend a lot of time doing pretty much Everything for my family and at the end of the day i'm the one sitting with no one beside me.

I miss conversations. I miss feelings. I miss excitement. I want a secret friend. I want to send good morning texts and receive them. I want to fight sleep to stay awake because I want to talk to you longer. I want to make you feel wanted and appreciated. I want butterflies. I'm not afraid of catching feelings. I am looking for someone localish to me. Because i would love to meet up in person. But I'm not leaving my husband or blowing up my life.

Also hoping for a sexual connection at some point, but it isn't my main focus. But I am kind of kinky, and a well placed good girl will always be appreciated.

I have a lot of hobbies and interests I would love to discuss. I have a sarcastic and sometimes darksense of humor. Also an extroverted introvert, neurospicy and kind hearted.

I am 4'11, with waist length curly hair. I have bright blue eyes. I have a personality that makes up for the height. Also making this very clear, I'm fat. Thick thighs saves lives!

As for you, as long as you are taller than me and 39 years or older, I'm not too picky. As I mentioned, someone localish would be ideal, because I cant really travel and the LD thing makes me more lonely sometimes. A lonely dad with a dad bod. Tattoos and a beard give you bonus points.

So if you like what you read, please come say hi. Let's build a connection. I do have other platforms and will move to them after a connection is made.