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That’s the truth. Took me years to figure it out, though I probably always knew. Something is wrong with me. I can’t create my own joy. So I crave external validation. But nothing works. Education, profession, prestige- I have more than most and still it’s not enough. So I turn to affairs, finding love and admiration while my wife sleeps. And even though I know that’s no solution, I continue this behavior. Because even a poor salve dulls the issue a little bit. And it’s easier than dealing with my issues.
I’m trying to be better. Therapy, exercise, hollow self affirmations. It’s not working. Maybe one day it will. But not now.
Yeah, not a very sexy way to frame a cheating post. But I fucking hate most every post on here. Surface level trite bullshit that’s either woe, kinks, or self aggrandizing nonsense. And don’t get me started on how many dumbasses fall for the bots on here. Newsflash - no 18 year old wants to see your pudgy cock. Take a second and think.
And to clarify so this post doesn’t get deleted: yes I’m married. Yes I want an affair, even though I know it’s unhealthy. And I’m attractive enough. No dad bod (which is the hip new way to say overweight) or blurry pics of my dick. I can send a pic of me on another app. If you don’t like it, just say so. I’m not going to get offended.
I’m not doing well. I want a distraction. If you’re ok with that, send me a message.
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