He once mentioned to me that he had questioned whether he was gay for a while... Caught me off guard so we didn't talk about it much... Ever since then I've fantasised about having a friends with benefits situation with him.

I couldn't explore my bisexual side with some random stranger, this guy is also married and has kids, so we'd have some mutual trust, both being in the same boat.

I'm not interested in men in a long term relationship sense, I just want intense, steamy intimacy with another man.

It would be the ideal situation, random encounters with internet strangers have a sordid feel to them, so if I'm ever to find someone to explore my same sex attraction with, it would have to be something with a friendship base.

Maybe one day I'll find what I'm looking for!