I'm a married man who is bisexual/heteroflexible, but is unable to be so openly. I should make it clear from the start, while I do love my wife dearly, sex and intimacy is non-existent in our marriage. While I crave sex and intimacy with her, I also have a longing to play and service other guys. In thinking about my situation, I have a lot of frustration in my lack of sexual exploration. I feel as though I am limited in my life to what my wife believes is ok. Which in my case is celibacy. Thinking about couples exploring their sexual desires has caused me to feel depressed and unfulfilled.

I'm not sure what I really want to get out of this post. Maybe this is a way for me to vent a little?