So I’m married and our sex life is ok. Passion is there but time isn’t type problem. The last few years I’ve started watching gay/shemale porn and has really turned me on. I’ve been sneering at night when my wife is asleep wearing her panties and riding her dildo. I’ve always had a panty fetish…..just didn’t know I’d enjoy wearing them as well.

I’ve come to the realization that I’m probably bi. I’ve played with a male friend for years as a teen but nothing but women since then. Now I’m riding dildos and sucking them. I found pegging on Reddit and brought it up to my wife. She seemed ok with trying but not something high on her wishlist. She knows I’ve used her dildo and have butt plugs and was fine with that. Seemed like she thought it was hot. We’re pretty open trying new things and we have a collection of toys.

During sex, I’ll use dildos on her but I suck them before I use them on her. I’ve been hoping she notices and asks what I’m doing…..just moistening the tip honey 😉. Also I eat my own creampies after I cum. I want her to ask about that as well but she hasn’t.

I’ve been showing/telling her all these things to show her I another side sexually. She will never accept a 3some but id love to be bent over and fucked by her. Swap roles for a change. I think for now I’ll just have to keep my secret and keep trying to show her

I wish it was easier to let people know dark secrets.