Hello everyone, I'm a married forty year old man. Before I got into a regular relationship with a woman a few years ago, I liked being sucked by other males being them in a submissive role. I really liked having it sucked by men (without any sentimental involvement for a particular man), because in such a way I was allowed to play with this dominant side of my personality that now I cant fully express with my woman. I also got a big penis and this made meetings easier. My relationship is now quite stable but sometimes I feel this urge of being sucked by a man like I did in the past. I think being served by another male on a regular basis is something which could stabilize my relationship from a emotional point of view. Am I crazy?