This month started hectic enough. Loss, gained, opened and closed... March came in like a hurricane. So I decided to book us a spa weekend to unwind and reconnect. I admit I get a little self-centered. Work is stressful for him more than I know and dealing with type A me, he has his hands full. I decided to call him this morning to just talk (I know he likes that stuff) and tell him just rando stuff. He let's slide we're having an us weekend to reconnect starting Saturday and I'm like well I booked the sauna for next weekend 5 to reconnect. So now the next 2 weekends are booked. This weekend we're doing movies, dinner and baby-making (yup, that's still a thing) and next week, we're heading out to the spa to unwind and reconnect and do more baby-making (which we probably won't need but will do to make sure). He thanked me. I have to understand that maybe I am a good in his life. I have to stop minimizing my role in the marriage. I'm still learning. I am always willing to do that. I know it's Wednesday but here's to the weekend! And the next weekend!

We may be 20 years apart, we may have different backgrounds, I can list so many differences but the one thing we have is love and commitment to each other. We're not perfect. We make mistakes but we grow and learn from them. I love that guy. I don't deserve him but until he realizes he can do better, Ima ride that train🤣🤣!!!