Last time we were physical July 20th. I said to myself I'm not going to initiate to see what happens? Nothing, she never brought it up or got close.

We been married for 15 years, and my sex drive hit high when i turned 41.

We talked about it so many times and honestly I forget what we talked about. Becomes more you didnt do this and that, you dont help here and there.etc......

She was off the whole summer so she was not working.

Im no longer into quickies, or quick sex, we have doing that for so long. And honestly, the sex we do gets boring. I started asking to watch together some erotic movies to set the mood. She likes it then later says that you watch these movies because I don't turn you on...

Wtf

I promised that if this not going to change then i will someone else to be intimate with....

Im not going to wait until im 50 to fight about when we should have se.x

I started feeling she is giving pitty sex.