I feel so lonely and empty. After over 3 years and a 2 year old little boy I’m done !! For the last year I’ve been in a loveless and careless relationship. He is “at work” all day and when he comes he doesn’t talk to me. He only says hi good night and I go to bed. I been trying to talk to him so many times and ends up on being shut or simply ignored like I’m a wall and I’m not there talking. He been calling me names and making me feel miserable. I don’t know what I did to him, I’ve been a Stay at home mom because we both decided it and now he’s acting like I’m a load… I’m going back to work in a month so I’ll gain my financial freedom but I live in SoFlo so it’s so expensive to move by myself with my son even if I got a good job … I’m so mad I’ll be trapped for few more months with him … he literally acts like he hates me and when I try to tell him how I feel I’m NEVER LISTENED… I’m starting to actually hate him myself, I resent him so so much. He doesn’t respect boundaries, like he gets off work whenever he pleases and don’t care about me having to workout (for medical reason) so he never is home when I need to go to the gym … he always go to happy hours with his friends/coworkers and comes back whatever time he wants and doesn’t pick up the phone. He literally acts single and most likely he’s cheating on me like many other times has … I’m so fucking tired !! Like I gave him the best of me and this is how I’m being treated … Clearly he lost interest in me and I’m doing it as well , but it’s so hard to co live with him because it makes me feel more lonely and he still expects meals and sex in exchange of his dissing and lack of mental presence.

It’s so hard to wait until I get back on my feet to move out and still have this pain I’ve been carrying with …

I’ve been so depressed for this situation, I only want to sleep and not wake up … only thing keeping me up is our son…