I’m 21, I live in nyc. I started “smoking” when I was 17. A friend got me a dab pen. I never hit that thing, maybe like…..once or three times a month? I was a teenager and struggling with sleep, so I turned to that. In the last year, I’ve started smoking actual flower. I smoke a few times a week. Recently, it’s been worrying though. I’ve been smoking everyday this last week or so. Bong hits, joints, dab pen. I only smoke in the evening. I had a therapist for a few months and she really instilled in me that I was an addict. It freaked me out, thought I was losing brain cells. She shamed me. My family also treats marijuana like it’s some black market drug. Right now I’m struggling cause I wanna smoke again, but I’m stopping myself. I’m worried that my brain is turning into mush when I’m high and that I will become stupid. I am also worried about my lungs, but I prefer smoking over edibles. Any advice?